My Love, Mi Amor

I’ve “Fallen” in love with you [&&] I don’t know when it happened.
I wake up to you every morning [&&] sleep with you most nights.
You words, brilliant.
Your style varies with your mood.
I don’t know what I’d do without you.
You make me “Smile” when I am sad.
You help ease my pain.
You take me there.
I’ve never known another to do me the way you do.
I am forever thankful that I have you.
I [[KNOW]] I’d be “Lost Without You”
My mind would be elsewhere,
A place where nothing makes sense.
Frequently frustrated, I’d know it all too well.
You are very “Unpredictable”.
Sometimes I never know what to expect Next (Selection)
You’ve help mold me.
Shape me.
Make me,
See that I am more than what they see me as.
You encourage me to “Go Hard”.
You told me to take “A Night Off” when I’m working to hard.
You said I should “Whoop That Hoe”
.but.
You turned around and said that “I Am A Lady”.
We go on our “Vacation” to get away from the Drama.
The Dream I have is to visit this “Houstatlantavegas”
[&&]
I know you’ll visit with me.
“I Can’t Believe It”, you’re more “Amazing” than I thought
I even “See You In My Nightmares”, which in the sense is scary.
I’ve been pissed off at you [&&] you told me “Don’t Let Go”
So I didn’t.
I stayed.
[&&] I’m here with you “Forever, For Always, For Love”


.an ode to music and the way it works.

"Joshua"

This is the 2nd time I.ve seen you in my dreams.
Not in my nightmares, but my actual dreams.
Wasn.t sure if you were here to see me.
They told me you were.
You screamed for meIt sounded like a cry that was 0NLY meant for me.
You are amazing
You caramel skin looked like it had been kissed from heaven.
Your big hazel eyes caught me way off guard.
We have brown eyes, strictly brown.
The way you looked at me in my eyes
Brought tear drops
After
Tear drops
I love you already.
You looked at me as if you were trying to tell me a story
Your nose, fat.
Small [&&] cute to say the least.
I kiss it.
You sneeze.
Precious.
Your hands, small.
But your fingers are long.
I already see the athlete in you.
You hair, short [&&] jet black.
Curly
I called you “Joshua”
You responded well to it.
I inspect the rest of you.
I see your big feet.
Now I.m sure you.re mine.
My baby has a mark on his thigh.
Looks like the state of Maine.…

I can.t believe I got all that from a dream or 2.
My son is the most amazing person that
I.ve ever seen.
But strangely he doesn.t exist yet.
I do know that I am older because Tylus is there with bass (ugh, lol) in his voice.
BJ is there too, tall as crap
This means it.s during the summer time.
I love this dream.
It makes me extremely happy.
I.m excited about the next 10 years
Because “Joshua” seems to be apart of my future.

Introducing...DYFERENT

Who the hell is Dyferent?

Dyferent is a 22 year old woman staight out of Nashville, TN.

She is my alter ego.

Dyferent [&&] TiffanyNicole ARE one in the same, but they have their differences. Dyferent is a thinker, a deep, deep thinker. At times, this gets the best of me.

I think of Dyferent as being who I will be in 2 years. So you can say, she slick ahead of the game. She makes the goals, I just obtain them. It.s like she sees ahead of my time. When she walks in a room, she demands your attention, but she doesn.t say a word. Dyferent doesn.t speak with words, she speaks with words, motions, smell, or maybe even a look. She.s smooth with it. She rocks with Duffy, Lykke Li, Santigold, Rye Rye, Sia...stuff that people aren.t jukin to...yet! Is it weird to think that my mind is spilt into two people? We are one in the same, but we have our dyferences...

Kobe Vs. LeBron

So honestly, I.m slick sick of it. I.m tired of hearing them both being compared to Jordan. Don.t get me wrong, I rock the Lakers all day [&&] night. But Jordan is Jordan...there will NEVER be another like him! LeBon is good, a very talented individual, but Kobe has proven to be the better player this year. Don.t agree? I.m watching game 5 of the finals as we speak...I.d like to think my statement is correct. I.m sorry, I.m not a LeBron fan [&&] I don.t think I.ll ever be such. Sorry, shoot me, I just can.t.
H.O.W.E.V.E.R...those puppet commercials are quite funny! I mean, the kid questioning LeBron was priceless! "LeBron, why you didn.t go to the finals??" [&&] the fact that he was quiet the entire commercial...great play!