I.ve made up my mind, I think.
I woke up one day and looked in the mirror and it took me a second to realize who I was.
Scary.
I didn.t see the Tiffany that I.ve come to know and protect.
I didn.t see the vibrant individual who loves to make people laugh.
The girl always has her hand out…to help.
I didn.t see me.
How do you shake that feeling?
How do you keep it pushing when your legs feel nonexistent and you are stuck where you stand?
How?
All I do is think.
It tends to drive me crazy but it is who I am.
A thinker.
Think about all that I need to accomplish.
Organize my goals.
When your thoughts are in disarray, your life is in disarray.
The lesson my mother has BEEN trying to drill in my head for ages.
I.m hard headed.
But I.m getting it now.
I had to dismiss some folks out of my world.
I feel you can.t walk on a new road with the same sights.
Shit will become all too familiar and the cycle will continue.
I.m working on breaking old habits.
*shakes head* Just pray for me on this one.
I.ve spent the past 2 years building Dyferent up to who she is I left TIFFANY behind.
No worries, Tiffany is catching up.
So I.m going to keep walking down THIS road.
Keep it filled with positivity, encouragement, and love.
That.s what I strive for in my life, why wouldn.t I want it around me?
People may not agree with how I went about it but you don.t get to choose anymore.
I.m making all the calls around here now.
So…
Yeah, I think this is a cool decision
