Diary (Thanks To Wale)

"See all I wanna do is be relevant,

Just tell me that I ever meant anything more,

That you could ever see me and you in another light,

But its like the dark women indoors in the darkest nights by the wrong man,

See all of them have made you incapable of a first impression,

What it do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna,

Just intentions to impress you if capable,

Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a better you,

Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of this state of mind,

For such an ugly picture and, Money, nothing I buy can buy more time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it,

Diamonds, a girls best frienf is what they say but believe me with the right allegience shorty

You gonna shine anyways,

And everyday that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary,

The day before is better than the present,

So anyone presented in her presence is doing these life sentences,

Theres no key for release,

No reason to be around,

Her minds in the clouds,

She writes it all down,

In her diary."

"Diary." Attention Deficit. Wale. 2008

No truer words spoken. My grand epiphany has been sparked. I keep hearing "the past is the past and you can.t change it..." so why am I continuing to dwell on it? It.s BEYOND time to set myself free. Being happy is my number one priority. I.m living for ME. Loving ME. So maybe that I.ve come to this grand epiphany, my days will get MUCH brighter. I hope so. It.s beyond time.