Fading Memory....

I remember when I thought I.d missed you.

I thought my life would fall to pieces without you.

The thought of you just pained my soul.

I thought I would never deal with that pain.

Thoughts of me smiling at your name.

Then one day, I stopped thinking.

Nothing about me misses you now.

If our relationship was based on honesty and reality, I wouldn.t have to miss you.

YOU.D STILL BE HERE.

Once I.d stopped thinking, I realized...

nothing in me would ever travel backward.

Not one bone in my body would allow me to do so.

As much as I love you, our "departure" was enough pain to last me 2 lifetimes.

Once I stopped thinking and started seeing, I realized how better off I am.

At this point in life, N O T H I N G about me misses you.

Don.t get me wrong, a part of me would LIKE to miss you.

But due to the lies, I.m not sure if I know who [[Youu]] are anymore.

So I.ll watch you fade into the background....

-shrugs-