This is just how I.m feeling...
Where I am now is COMPLETELY unplanned.
This wasn.t my idea.
I.m convinced it was His.
I.ve cried more in the past 45 days then I.ve cried in my recovery to find myself.
But it was a different cry.
A cry from a place that I forgot exsisted.
Tears of joy.
Happiness.
Understanding.
I NEVER would have guessed I.d be here this soon.
But I am and I love it.
I.ve hid my feelings from myself in fear of them getting tarnished...again.
I stopped running.
I.m a little more mushy than I.ve EVER been in my life.
I.m ok with this.
I.m a LOT more open than I.ve ever thought I.d be.
But not to everybody, just some.
The past doesn.t run Dyferent anymore.
Tiffany does.
And both of them are in fact, happy.
Where I am now is COMPLETELY unplanned.
This wasn.t my idea.
I.m convinced it was His.
I.ve cried more in the past 45 days then I.ve cried in my recovery to find myself.
But it was a different cry.
A cry from a place that I forgot exsisted.
Tears of joy.
Happiness.
Understanding.
I NEVER would have guessed I.d be here this soon.
But I am and I love it.
I.ve hid my feelings from myself in fear of them getting tarnished...again.
I stopped running.
I.m a little more mushy than I.ve EVER been in my life.
I.m ok with this.
I.m a LOT more open than I.ve ever thought I.d be.
But not to everybody, just some.
The past doesn.t run Dyferent anymore.
Tiffany does.
And both of them are in fact, happy.
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